Why Fuck

Every blog post I make starts with 'Fuck. why?'

I do this to predispose readers with what they are about to read. It may be off-putting, inappropriate, and/or strange... just like writing 'Fuck. why?' first everytime.

I agree that in this context it serves no purpose, but it functions to get people off my site who are turned away at such a random, but inflamatory thing. So good riddance.

One critical purpose of this blog is to explore my own mind through formalizing my thoughts in writing, while fighting as little of a filter as possible. We do so much in support of good reason, so perhaps this is my middle finger in saying I need no reason to do anything. My motivations shall remain a mystery. I do not do this for internet points, for a benefit of any reader, or even for discussion around topics or ideas I share. This is for me, and me only - if you get nothing out of this, then that is by design.

The utility of a public forum like this is hard to articulate, but a space beyond the walls of my skull to share my ideas in some manner serves a psychological and tangential social function of some kind. This gives me some semblance of catharsis in a world monopolized by critical eyes, curated opinions and fear - in its many forms. I don't completely know why this aleviates pressure as my theories are speculative, but it does.